You can't have it all.

You can't have it all.

Yes, you can have money, but will you feel comforted?

Yes, you can have comfort, but will you have love?

Yes, you can have love, but will you have friendship?

Otherwise, you can't have it all. Everyone seeks for perfection. But perfection may destroy the inner side of you.

2016 Resolution

My 2016 Resolution is to implement this quotes:

Three (3) things to keep private:

1. Love life

2. Income

3. Next Move

As I'm active user of instagram and twitter, hope this three things reminding me to keep private. Kalau instagram biarlah share skill2 photography - just upload gambar building, nature, family, food, budak, dan muka aku je. Just to be humble with your life at the same time improving the photography skill. For twitter just restrict the request follower dari kawan2 yg kenal sahaja. Ye la twitter setiap hari aku bukak asyik melepaskan perasaan  kat situ especially pasal kerja. Harap2 lepas ni lebih pandai control emosi.

And the other 2016 resolution is:

1. Improving working skill and communication.

2. Be happy with your job (i dislike my job now)

3. Read Quran 2 pages everyday

4. Love myself more and don't compare rezeki with others. Life is not competition.

5. Find cash and berjimat

6. Improve driving skill

7. Vacation outside Malaysia (which still pending from 2015. Takde rezeki dan takde plan)

8. Don't be a woman that needs a man. Be a woman that man needs

9. Attachment with family - mom, siblings and niece and nephew.

Yaya

SLEEPOVER

QUALITY TIME - SLEEPOVER WITH FRIENDS

I miss the moment where we share laugh and sad together with friends, especially the university-mates that we had been going through of 4 years. After entering the job field, only the friends that have same job field understands what stress and we had been going through in every day of working life. Tiara had asked me to sleepover at her place with Fana. I miss all of them. After the half day working on Saturday on new site (which extend until 3.30 pm =.=), terus shoot pergi rumah sewa diorang. Bangsar south, which very nice place with a lot of construction. But, what joy had give to you when your friends cook for you sempena datang rumah diaorang?

Pagi2 lagi Tiara dah masak cekodok goreng untuk kami semua. Sedap!

Morning view with this scene at balcony. What a bless.

Puding roti air tangan Fana yang memang dah lama dia nak buatkan untuk aku. Kalau tak nanti aku bising je nak merasa puding roti dia.

 

Lunch Fana masak (makan time dinner lepas aku pergi Mid dengan Tiara). Memang sedaplah ayam dan sambal kentang tuh.

Kecantikan pemandangan Bangsar South depan rumah sewa mereka. Nice gler.

Lepas ni akan buat lagi sesi catch-up dengan kawan2. 

Workload

Working days become busy as the handover of site. Need a lot of documentation and details list.

And extra hours of working day. 

Picnic di Tanah Tumpah Temerloh

Woww. It's been 4 months i let this blog so silent. Busy sangat sejak bekerja ini. Actually dah lama aku nak buat plan cuti2 di daerah sendiri, Temerloh sejak dua tahun lepas. Lama kan. Ye lah Temerloh ni daerah yang aman dan agak membosankan bagi siapa yang tidak tahu. Tapi bagi aku, ianya tempat yang cantik kalau kita sendiri pandai explore. Dan, nilailah sendiri tempat yang nampak biasa je, dengan pandangan yang cantik dan unik di mata sendiri, tak sama dengan apa yang orang lain nampak. Make the simple things look wonderful, and finding beauty in minor things.

Okay, plan cuti2 Temerloh aku adalah:
1. Picnic in Tasik Temerloh
2. Solat di Masjid Abu Bakar
3. Esplanade
4. Jambatan Gantung Temerloh.
5. Lorong area Courts Mammoth.

Yang tak sempat pergi:
1. Jambatan kecil Sungai Rabit
2. Stesen Keretapi Mentakab
3. Taman Kenangan

Okay picnic ni pergi dengan girlfriends sejak dari sekolah 👭. Aku berjaya membeli kesemua picnic checklist - belon, cawan pinggan plastic dengan harga murah!

Pinjam bakul mak. Hensem. Upload kat weheartit mesti cunn.

     

Cawan+pinggan plastic polka dots yang comel dan murah!

Gigih awak2 tiup belon.

Pandanglah tasik ini dengan mata yang berbeza.

Berkelah ala2 comel.

beg girlfriend untuk dijual =D

gediks

pejam mata awak2

tokong cina

paper and pen. tak sangka nice idea buat macam ni :3

Solat di masjid abu bakar. cantik dan besar

jambatan gantung temerloh. dia ni gayat

Lorong courts mammoth. tempat ni adik aku and aku yg jumpa secara tak sengaja mase dia nak potong rambut. 

masing2 dah janji kene bawak shades =)

Inilahhh cuti2 temerloh akhirnya berjaya gakk 💖

Next plan!

Regards,
Yaya.

Things I'm Addicted ~ Collection Level

Based on previous entry tahun 2014, sekarang nak buat list benda yang aku suka kumpul dan obses untuk tahun 2015. Dah setahun dah.

1. Planner/cute stickers/decorate
2. Iphone Case
3.Shawl (high quality and soft material)
3. Flower
4. Cute things


Yaya.

Mengular di Seksyen 7, Shah Alam

Misi mencari baju raya dekat shah alam, berakhir dengan kepuasan sejati bila mata sejuk dengan kaler2 shop lot kat situ. Aku suka pergi sini sebab banyak shawl quality cantik2 dan ramai peniaga Melayu. Yelah semua butik online instagram bertapak kat sini. Alhamdullilah. Akhirnya dapat beli dengan duit kerja sendiri. Puas sangat dengan kualiti kain.

Arah perjalanan 14th June 2015

Restoran Garuda Baru Nasi Padang ---> Calaqisya ---> Dear Solehah Boutique --- Radiusite ---> Bokitta ---> Laman Seni 7

Hanger comel dekat salah satu kedai kat situ. So vintage.

Curly handsocks yang memang dah lama aku cari. Before ni tengok kat ig je. Sekarang bila dah dapat terus pakai kaler hot pink tuh. Suka sebab dia tak panjang sangat, setakat dari nadi tangan sampai separuh siku. Bila pakai nampak sangat elegan sebab pattern curly tuh, dan semestinya dapat tutup aurat dengan jayanya, Beli dekat butik DearSolehah.

Cantik kan bila pakai ngan tshirt nie. Certain baju aku lengan tak panjang sampai tutup pergelangan tangan. Pakai ni rasa selamat je, dan penting you still fashionable. I wear BK nail polish hot red.

Pintu masuk butik Calaqisya yang memang cool. Love pink.

Hiasan dalaman butik Calaqisya. Memang sejuk mata memandang guna kaler hot pink.

Hiasan main entrance butik DearSolehah yang guna kaler pastel turqoise. Suka vintage dia.

Hasil ahad lepas.

Barang belian. Hasil2 yang comel lote:-

1. Calaqisya hot pink shawl

2. Nur Aurah Curly handsocks from DearSolehah

3.Light  Pink Jubah Dearsolehah

4. Dusty Puprle shawl Dearsolehah.

5. Paris brooch needle for shawl

Sudut yang disukai dalam butik Dearsolehah. Mendalam sangatt.

Alhamdullilah bila dapat beli dengan duit rezeki sendiri. Lepas ni boleh kumpul high quality shawl bila ada extra money. Beli yang branded sikit lain dengan shawl yang slalu aku beli kat masjid jamek or muaz textile. Kualiti kain pun lembut macam yang kat mekah punya. Rasa gembira je pergi kedai2 kat sana sebab interior design dia awesome.

Yaya.

Planner addict

I don't want to talk about my stress working life. So hateful.

Currently this year I become so obsessed with planner, stationery and washi tape. Balik2 keje bila menatap planner and finance book hilang stress. Haha. Sebab aku suka deco benda yg simple jadi cantik n cute. Baru inspired dan semangat nak tulis kan. Lagipun aku sejak secondary school dah ade planner yang dpt free bila belik komik kreko. So bila dah besar ni kasi peluang hias dia cantik2 guna cute book yang aku beli kat daiso. =D

Planner buat sendiri. Dah masuk pertengahan bulan 2015. Comel kan stickers beli kat Mr Diy.

Aku start minat2 planner cantik2 bila follow instagram aspeheria. Fuh memang comel la planner dia ngan floral washi tape. Then aku memang suka washi tape sejak hias cover phone guna washi tape. Then aku follow instagram happiescrappie. Memang colourful la gambar dia light pun cantik ngan planner tuh. Then banyak la follow planner addicters lain. Pastu korek2 youtube tengok how they decorate their planner. Creative kot diaorang ni. Memang inspired nak follow benda sama. Lagi pun sejak dari dulu aku suka buat scrapbook.

Ni lah cute book saiz A5 beli kat daiso. Then divider tag aku buat sendiri. Pencil case baru beli kat Mr Daiso.

Workingspace. Note book size lagi kecil daiso,

Cute notebook baru beli kat Mr Diy. Suka sebab kaler pink lembut je. Skin cheetah pink tuh deco sendiri kasi hot sikit.

p/s: Semakin suka benda cantik2. Laptop, handphone pun nak casi cantik. Notebook pun sama.

Ayat-ayat Kejam

Property management is really tough field.

You not handle with report, but you must handle with people. The site I've been placed is the most problematic site in this company. I keep asking myself why i've been placed here.
I've been pushed dari semua arah.

This site, what I can say is, HARSH. The council members is too much. Everyday I get scolded. My boss? Setiap hari bising. Datang2 site je dah bising.

Why I said harsh? The words are too much when i get scolded. I cannot retain it.
One day I followed the owner's complaint (ex-chairman) to know where the complaints about (about mosquito breed), then the current chairman saw the moment. You know what he said?

"Yaya if I see you follow that MONKEY again, you will be punished".
"What the hell is this?"
"When contractor came, you must prepared the drawing"
"Use your common sense"
"Are you lazy?"
"I'm cannot forgive the LIAR"

Too much words that makes me hurt. Working environment memang tak best.

p/s: Hope to change the site. Puasa dah nak dekat.

Yaya

When Job only for Money

It's been a while tak update blog ni.

Ya. Working life dah tarik semua keindahan hidup aku. Working late, bangun awal. Jalan lagi. It took me at least one hour to go to work. But working late, there are no overtime paid here. Is that worthy? To place me in the most horrible site and council members here, is that worthy? Everyday just like been scolded, and pushed me to strict and scolded the people below you, is that worthy? I'm feel underpaid. I like property management, but for me to start at the most horrible and difficult site, i'm confused. There are other sites this company managed even freshie can start off, but why me? I'm heard so many gossips and scandals around the site and at headquarter, is that worthy?

When others or mum ask "Macam mana kerja?" I just answered "Okay." But inside my heart, no. The most horrible is the council members always been around the office an hour before going back, so why i cannot going back on time? Delayed my time include Saturday half-day. I'm also want my life after works even I'm not married yet. Get a life!

And the most most most horrible thing is the top 'behave' council member asks in the office it should also put the CCTV. What the hell? What the hell is going on? Feeling like been watching all the time. My work environment privacy has been broken. Where is the work space? Everyday i'm scared to go work, is that okay? Even to pray Zuhur I don't have time! I'm the religious person you know.

If they say property management deal more to client services and dealing with people, i'm rather be with valuation/research that deal with report, or bank. At least i can just focus to report deadline not people. If i already have car, dah lama aku masuk valuation okay. Tiba2 teringat seorang ejen prudential time trainee dulu, "You must value yourself higher than other, you deserved more than that".

p/s: send resume dekat company lain. Backup plan B mission.

Yaya

DIY Laptop Cover

Actually da lama nak update tapi tertangguh berbulan2 lamanya. Considering the fact yang aku hadap mr lenovo hari2 buat kerja/online/study etc, aku decide untuk decorate mr lenovo yang hitam boring tuh. Ye la dah berapa tahun aku guna mr lenovo plain macam tuh je, ubah sikit bagi naik semangat nak hadap laptop. So xde lah life tuh bosan sangat. Cost bak buat laptop skin ni murah kalau kena gayanya.

Leopard pattern.

Cantik kan corak lepoard pink, saja bagi naik kaler dia. Skin tuh aku guna decorate sheet beli dekat Mr. DIY untuk hias gajet2. Saiz dia A5 so aku beli tiga, harga sekeping je dalam RM2. Then aku beli keyboard sticker. 

The keyboard sticker.

Baru semangat nak buat kerja hari2 hadap excel/word. Kalau buat kat kedai mau berpuluh2, kawan aku buat yang bling2 tuh nak dekat RM 100. So aku punya diy cost ni tak sampai RM15 hehe.

Selamat mencuba!

Yaya 

DIY Iphone Case Customade ❤️❤️

Dah lama nak update pasal ni cuma tak berpeluang. Aku memang suka barang2 gajet. Especially aksesori gajet smartphone, casing. Kalau boleh aku nak kumpul semua casing iphone kat dunia ni haha. Sejak aku pakai 5s memang teruja nak beli casing2 ni. Kebanyakan comel2 belaka ahye, perasaan tamak sentiasa ada. Then satu hari aku dapat idea utk diy sendiri iphone case setelah tahu ada casing yang terlalu mahal. Buat benda ni bila time free2 je. Dah lama aku buat sejak sebelum graduate lagi. Kalau diy baru rare gitu.

My DIY Iphone Case Collection.

Aku cari idea kat macam2 tempat - google, pininterest, weheartit dan youtube. Fuhh kreatif gler cara omputih buat. Aku ambil inspirasi dari situ. Kalau g mana2 kedai atau shopping mall ke aku usha casing dulu lebih dari benda lain. Tak suka beli mahal2, sebab aku pakai seminggu dua dah bosan tukar lain.

proses men-diy gajet smartpone =D

Bahan2 diy nak buat casing ialah washi tape, sticker manik, sticker, bling2, polish nail dan gajet skin. Yang penting kena ada badan casing tuh dulu beli banyak2 dengan harga murah. Semua bahan2 diy ni aku beli dekat kedai murah cam Mr DIY, kedai RM2, Happy Home dan kedai runcit minanchi hahaha.

Koleksi bahan2 diy

Lebih kurang macam ni lah body casing yang aku guna. Plain dan kosong. (Source: random google)

Proses decoration yang menyeronokkan. =D

Alhamdullilah inilah hobi aku kala masa lapang. Dapat hilangkan stress sikit. Bila upload kat ig banyak pula yang minat, Alhamdullilah. Buat masa ni aku just buat untuk suka2 saja untuk family dan kawan2 terdekat. Maybe satu hari boleh bukak bisnes sendiri (ewahhh).

p/s: Happy CNY untuk kawan2 yang berbangsa Cina, especially coursemate aku dan tempat kerja praktikal =D

Yaya

Selamat Pengantin Baru ❤️❤️❤️

Sejak akhir2 ni banyak dapat undangan majlis perkahwinan dari rakan2. Kebanyakan dari kawan sekolah menengah dulu. Tahniah korang2, just dapat melihat dari laman sosial saja.

Tapi one of my bff kawen tak berkesempatan nak pergi disebab banjir, then majlisnya jauh di utara sawah padi sana. Rasa bersalah juga. Inai jari tinggal separuh baru dapat jumpa dia bagi hadiah perkahwinan. Tahniah ena. Dan selamat pengantin baru, kisah cintanya seperti novel. Hehehe

Lagi satu hadiah special ialah friendship iphone case yang aku buat sendiri designnya. Sweet kan? ❤️👭

Yaya.

Quote for Today

I choose to love you in silence,

because in silence I find no rejection, 

and in silence no one knows but me.

Hate to talk about my own feeling. But to be honest to myself is difficult.

Yaya

Banjir Besar 2014

Kekangan masa dan line internet yang slowww untuk update pasal  ni yang berlaku awal tahum

Kalau orang lain menutup akhir tahun 2014 dengan krismas dan gembira tapi tidak di sini.

Banjir besar yang banyak mengajar erti survival.

Yaya

Hello Utara! Part 3 ~ WANG KELIAN, PERLIS-THAILAND

Selepas Penang dan Kedah, hari lastnya pergi ke Wang Kelian ~ tempat shopping murah sempadan Thailand!

5th day

Last day paling best sebab pergi Wang Kelian yang terletak kat sempadan Perlis- Thailand. Nak pergi sana kena lalu jalan curam dan berbukit so kena bagi orang yang expert drive jalan2 macam ni. Kami tolak awal dari sungai petani, dalam 2-3 jam sampai, lalu dalam 3 checkpoint Malaysia. Pasar tuh sebenarnya sudah terletak dalam negera Thailand, so parking kat luar je dalam sempadan malaysia, ada pejalan kaki nak masuk situ. Kalau hari selain sabtu ahad kena bawak passport kalau nak masuk, tapi sabtu ahad boleh masuk free-free je sesuka hati. Kereta pula boleh nak masuk sempadan pasar tuh tapi kene register dan bayar la. Sepanjang laluan pejalan kaki memang meriah orang membeli-belah. Harga kat sini semua murah2, periuk, toto, patung mainan, baju, dan macam2 lagi lah. Nasib baik cuaca harituh tak panas sangat.

Area tempat parking

kaki lima

pintu masuk.

haaa adik koi

wang kelian (perlis) dan satun (thailand)

pejalan kaki.

sempadan.

dah masuk thailand!

sempat lagi

keadaan pasar

barang mengkuang yang memang murah!

fridge magnet

lepas penat shopping rehat jap kat lakkhet coffee.

machiatto

chocolate yang memang pure rasa coco dia!

then makan tengahari kat sini. tomyang kung wang kelian-thailand

tomyam!

family2 

inilah hasilnya 2 plastik besar!

bergambar kat sini jap!

thailand immigration.

sementara menunggu yang lain abes shopping.

map sempadan.

last shoot.

Alhamdullilah dapat juga jejak kaki ke Thailand even sempadan je haha. Percutian tak sengaja di 3 negeri (penang kedah perlis) dan satu negara (thailand) yang best!! 

Terima kasih embong bawak kereta dan terima kasih family pakcu!

Masa depan nanti nak ajak family2 aku datang sini pulok XD

Yaya